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 Post subject: Re: poems
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 Post subject: Re: poems
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hummmmm how could one discern a lie from the truth - when everything we have been taught to believe is a LIE ?

starting with the opening lines of the "scriptures" ...we find lies ... God/ Anu did not create the heavens and the Earth ... we did - as well our "need" for a god to lead us or save us from the circumstances we actually need to progress as a species and a member of the plan of First Source - we will never discover our purpose (or the purpose of Life) if we keep believing these lies ... and keep contributing to the Empire of Deception and participating in its promotion of inequality and separation.




if your flow of love for your fellow man is blocked by superficiality (skin, hair, clothes, wealth, position, ) - and you can't express unconditional love for some individuals ... envision them as infants
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we all began this way ... open, trusting, innocent - it is our natural state of being ... before conditioning - we all have the same origins and destiny

... and recognize that it isn't the food and clothing , that a baby thrives on - those are what the body needs -but what every Entity needs is the virtues of the heart .... your appreciation, your compassion, your humility, your forgiveness, your understanding and your valor - these are what inspires growth and well being - just like the bird's song, inspires flowers to bloom ... genuine HVs are transformative frequencies - expressed in various ways but mostly in music .... or the tone of one's self-expression ... they reveal your intent to contribute to plan of First Source ... or not

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 Post subject: Re: poems
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Secret Language

Night in bed,
eyes closed, ears open,
listening to the secret life outside my window.
The liturgy of the nocturnal.
Sounds and rhythms of
swift-footed crickets
giving testimony to the trees that overlook
the native church like great archways
carved of Roman hands.

The intricate language of tiny animals
sweeping through the night air
unfaltering they hold me spellbound.
How can I sleep without an interpreter?
If only I knew what they were saying.
I could sleep again.


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 Post subject: Re: poems
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To make me Free,
To make me Whole
How can I SEE
Just who to BE
If I don't feel FREE
To just be ME?
Alone at night
Or in a busy day
I must still know
How to light my Way
My Way was once hid by the dark
I could not tell how to make my mark
I wanted so-a life worth living
And I knew, somehow, that came from giving
But, if my SELF, I did not know
How could I let my true light glow?
Then I found my SELF
It was always there
It loved me first, so I could share
I've shared my SELF with many here
And I'm ready now to leave all fear
I feel my Home so very near
It fills my Soul with Love and Cheer
So now do I just turn my back
On all of those who live in lack?
Or can I somehow find the way
To guide them to a better day?
I know inside, we all must BE
The person that we wish to SEE
If I could give them all the KEY
Then they could learn how to be FREE
But each of us, and all together
Must find our Sun in stormy weather
Hence, all that we can truly BE

Sue Carroll


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 Post subject: sing it, Rebecca Black
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 Post subject: Re: poems
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Poem
Biznatches be roller coasters
subterfuge and conspiracy
divine feminine of Venus
insects of Mars
all this has happened before
all this will happen again
in a cycle of shifts
coiled tight in time
I love you
enough
any other measure
might find one or both
of us lacking
late
late
late
but too late...?


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 Post subject: Re: poems
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 Post subject: Re: poems
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Poem by my daughter, Zoe Brezsny:

it has been a lifetime
but here i am,
twenty years old
in between
rattlesnake death rattle
and nebulous star

i can see the
... Pillars of Creation
seven thousand
light years from earth

interstellar gas and dust
noble in the eternal black

we are so small,
arrogant in our
scientific securities
we have forgotten what
the heavens look like
spread open—
invisible lover upon our mountains


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 Post subject: Re: poems
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Nice! Your daughter is talented like her pop. Happy Father's day, by the way.

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7 years

7 years is a long time for anyone
she must love him
even if it's not me
I don't know you
or I don't know you anymore
what have we become
married to the spirit of loving you
it must be your mission in life to keep me on the ledge
dangling here
my spirit wanes my face washed out like a ghost of myself
at the mere thought of retreating away from you
so why do people do these things
did the money and the privilege make you forget
how to count
rumor has it there is other boys sniffing around
no response and another quit in rage
honey I just gave up
my heart cannot forget
even though I tell my mind to
you flirt with all the other boys
does your heart remain true
who can say
I spent a week trying to be like you
my mission was different
I let myself fall for her charms
under frozen skies in yule
heated by another bodies internal fire
unforgivable deception
looks like this is your life from now on
a fan of you
not mutually anymore
love turns you better or bitter when it ends
I have other things to do distraction
my health falters and fails
my decisions go askew
I just plain have other things I need to do
good bye lover

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 Post subject: Re: poems
PostPosted: Wed May 29, 2013 1:53 pm 
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The Ghost Of Me

the ghost of me
her left arm told me
she was another part of me
at the left hand of me
as she was
once I knew
we had to be the rebellion
long ago
choosing the oath of right action
middle path
ask yourself
can the elder magick elevate
anticipate
dare we say how we’ve grown alike
a little to the left a little to the left
what we’ve learned is beyond reckoning
lips of pearl
eyes gone pitch like night
we react when time had finally gone long
the very center of it all
at best we say the hallow past is gone
but the lingering emotions last and recycle control
we are we whom know whom we are now
parallels unstoppable
forever he said
forever she said
forever is a longer time than we should be responsible for
so it goes
so it is
when we think of each other we multiply
unnatural selection
super reality
the essence of us could never be contained
wild
esoteric
unreasonability
factoids
for a time I spent much of my energy propping you up
it is my way
selfless
abandon
faith
questions mount
who do we have faith in
self
spirit
the gods above
daemons below
ourselves spirits contained in the mire of three dimensional existence
a pedal drops
from above
heaven perhaps
can’t say I’ve ever been there
that last meal
before the murderer yields his body to mankind
an eye for an eye
done our best
again
and again
our mutual voices lifted
another newborn kitten litter
a subtle flower drops from heaven
six petals descend from above
purest essence of heaven
what is the best of us all but intending our mutual best and good
our mutual middle path
do what is best and good at all times
right action is whatever we do next
she was my left arm then
could I be expected to be her true and right right arm from now on
I was her arm
I extended it
heart pulse
maybe I knew better that one time
maybe between the two of us
we warp space
time
everything
now that we know
everything is kind of different
isn’t it
still hoping to convey to you what I knew at the time
my sturdy left arm
who am I
a worthy question
I live between ages
I’ve always been and I always will be
I detract from myself
writing down the words that said so
explain it she said
maybe there’s some sunrise that will feel better than yesterday
her voice was a thousand angels
even if I didn’t need so many angels
she was there
if you feel the essence that is the us
you maybe kind of sort of get it
this was the ghost of me
the other other me gets
I hope you do too

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 Post subject: "Goddess"
PostPosted: Fri Jun 21, 2013 7:27 pm 
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Goddess

Io Goddess
gravity wells sucking down causality
potentiality and possibility
rewriting the holographic code
most on the linear escalator one way down
never perceiving any change
existing when they can
space-time molder sculpting destinies yet to synchronize
Ov my left hand path
rejecting the holy math
no space is more sacred than the next
where source pervades
when there is no grace
I have lost faith in a goddess
demigod of tones
little lotus flower in early blossom
no thoughts comfort this weakness
this crack in me profoundly wounded
shattered nerves degaussed
for I sang the praises invoking the goddess
as devotee
now she is lost to me
the whole world stopped spinning that day
for one
there is a certain freedom in this heresy
this faith was new after all
the moles on her china white back an auspicious constellation
foretelling her
she glows
she shines
her face holy
giving your time and life for that
saving your heart for some distant tomorrow
saving up all the little feelings for that
giving up
we are such fragile things
from quivering first cries
to the sincere lament knowing the depths we tread
keeping secrets longer than we should
when transparency would lead to some peace
I doubt I shall ever forget her lips
or the curve of her back
but I will forget the veil of Maya
I will not recall the moments of revelry
because once I worshiped a deity
but now there is no grace from above
and faith fades a thin string once the strongest chord
I once set about to sing praises high
so I will not desecrate the memory of what once was
but good bye illusion nonetheless

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 Post subject: heartcrash
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heartcrash

how the heart can love
stoic, unmoving, I observe myself finally
she's nothing like you
except maybe the obliviousness to expanded influence
I wish I had your intuition to guide me these days
disconnected and adrift
a heavy load for a pumping heart to endure
emotions cutting through the core of me
it was never designed to process
the dust of broken hearts spilled across my eyelids
never seeing her true disguise
everyone is wearing a mask
a mask placed on our face by culture
a mask for our peers
the mask you only show yourself when we're locked in the bathroom alone
the mask the executives demand
that mask with one sad eye you let your lover see when all your defenses are down
waiting for a kiss
ruined by the hardest day
I feared I would have nothing left to say on a day like today
I'm a dreamer, I created this universe for me to play in
even the dangerous parts with sharp teeth and claws
and then someone came along and created you
now I'll never be alone
she fell in love
maybe I never was
when waves crashed in around our island
sinking below the Atlantic
far more hope was lost that day
but to my fragile heart it seemed like the world
we can build ourselves up to rule the world
with benevolence and wisdom
but the game we play always has a loser
trading our innocence away slowly until we barely recognize the mask in the mirror
for a silver minted coin
for Imperial gold
to be allowed to live again another day and struggle upstream
ever courted by the greater icon
I could never love you like I did her
no one ever wants to hear that but wait....
in this case it's a good thing
you wanted the words we said to each other to mean something
in our case they do
I knew this day would come
not that I WISHED this day to come
because you knew all along all I ever wanted was for you to be happy
looking back you seemed to be happy enough
enraptured by another's presence
never look back she said
but I like looking back at you
when I say this it may hit home right in the center of her chest
where everything right comes from
not a day went by without thinking of you
winds blow strong
sometimes the air is so so still
throwing messages in bottles into the sea
to who knows who
or to everyone everywhere at once
the tide may move a bottle across the water
but a word from you creates a unique dream
meet me in our mutual dream tonight
where the ocean curls
where the beach glistens like gold
without the burden of our daytime masks
where we can just be
naked and free
word so bold
life unfurls
beyond the fear of the nightwitch
curse the day if I only get to see you by night
I am but a merchant of our mutual collective unconscious
a magician with few tricks up his sleeve
like any sensitive boy I am defused my the merest touch by you
I forget myself
draw the curtains
put out the lights
lets make spoons please
she demands forever
forever starts tonight
your lips
your eyes
your um
everything
blushing
I will play the shy one this time
I can make everything a subtle sense of everlasting passion
even those hot heels that make your feet blister
we are fragile things you and I
handle with care
nurture our mutual wisdom
water our garden often
when love grows a pinkish hue
tread oh so carefully
miss you bunches right?
me too
duh
forever my muse
I'll wait now for the first star I see tonight


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 Post subject: heartdream
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I rewrote a poem, here's the result:

heartdream

oh how our hearts can love
stoic, unmoving, I observed myself finally
after a dark left turn
passageways best left untread
my left hand etched in fury fate
such simple words pressed in mud, clay and flesh
blood, milk and eggs
clarity in black
she was nothing like you after all
except perhaps a slight obliviousness to her expanded influence my dear
I wished I had your intuition instead of mine to navigate me that day
feeling so disconnected from my spirit
adrift at sea
what a heavy load for my poor pumping heart to endure
all these intense emotions cutting through the core of me
emotions our hearts were never designed to process
pixie dust of broken hearts spilled across my eyelashes
never seeing her new disguise
trusting all along
but then again we're all wearing a mask
one mask placed on us by culture
another mask reserved for our peers
that mask you only show yourself when we're locked in your bathroom alone
a mask the executives always demand
the hidden mask with one sad watering eye half closed we let our lovers see when all our defenses are down
waiting for that kiss that makes everything all better
when we're ruined and crippled by such a hard day
I feared I would have nothing left to say on days like today
I'm but the dreamer, I created this universe for me to simply play in
all the holographic
I am, love
separated from myself and my highest aspect
far too long
I am but a simple creature
diffused by the merest touch
one finger
I melt
corridors guarded by pitfalls we self create
memory hallways with traps all fang and claw
someone came along and created you
I guess now I can hope I'll never be alone again
so deeply in love
unbearable our garden so untended
chemistry of distant ships colliding
it seemed like the end of an age again
crucified by illusory deamons
the pain in the center of me seeming apocalyptic
when waves crashed in around our island
sinking below the Atlantic
far more hope was lost that day
but to my fragile heart it seemed like the whole wide world
we can build ourselves up to guide a new world
with inherent benevolence and a kind wisdom
but the game we play always has a loser
trading our innocence away slowly until we barely recognize the mask in the mirror
for a silver minted coin
for Imperial gold
the allowance to live again another day and struggle upstream
ever courted by the greater icon
I could never love like I did again
no one ever wants to hear that please wait....
in this case it's a good thing
everyone wants the words we say to each other to mean something
in our case they do
a shining light so bright
I let myself see it now
right before my eyes
I knew this day would come
you knew all along all I ever wanted was for you to be happy
looking back you seemed to be happy enough
enraptured by a presence again
never look back
but I like looking back at you
when I say this it may hit home
where everything we know is right comes from
not a day went by without thinking of you
these winds blow so strong
sometimes the air is so static still
throwing little messages in bottles to the sea
to who knows who?
or to everyone everywhere at once
the tide may move a bottle across the water
but a word from you creates brand new dreams
meet me in our mutual dream corridors tonight
where ocean waves are breaking
where our beach glistens like gold at dusk
without the chains of our daytime masks
where we can just
be
naked and free
words so bold
life unfurls
beyond the grip of the nightwitch
curse the days when I only get to see you after night fall
I am but a merchant of our mutual human dream
a wizard with few tricks up his sleeve
defused my the merest touch by you
I forget myself
close the drapes
put out the candles
making spoons
she promised forever
forever starts now
her lips
her eyes
her everything
I could make everything a subtle sense of everlasting passion
even those dang fine hot heels that make your feet blister
we are fragile things you and I
handle with care
nurture our mutual wisdom
water this garden often
when love grows
a pinkish pastel hue
tread oh so carefully
my muse forever more
I'll wait now for the first star I see tonight


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 Post subject: gonna name this later prolly
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the human condition
ignorant of our past
obscured and disinformed by academia
obedient trained behavior
our savage natures championed while we are held in check by the nearest sheepdog
led to the next distraction
consuming creature comforts computing connections
blind to any foresight
ignorant of our future
seldom encouraged to look within for any answer
never asking any unique question
I could no longer sense any grand tomorrows
I could only sense the countdown that day
the sun setting behind the distant clouds on the horizon afforded us a second look
the ringing in our ears grew stronger
as magnetism weakened and slipped away
the agony
the ecstasy of existence
surrendered watching the countdown tick away
we have suffered
we have strive'd
we have seen such sights
we are manifest
incarnate
we are risen from slavery
we built
we garden'd
in harmony
we carved leaves born from earth's bosom into grave, coin and crown
now supplanted by time or some idea of holy angels of death at time's end
memory carved into living cells
all will shatter
all will boil
every sweet small thing ever to crawl fly walk or swim
if nothing is remembered
if our true hearts of soil and toil are to be forgotten
remember this well for what little time we may have
this poem was for a girl
her name lost in the wheel cog's merciless teeth
time forgotten
torn to pieces by an unforgiving tide
pirates of the shift travel against a great universal tide
time and tide
don't shame the stupor'd sinner in the grimy gutter muttering through a night of
euphoric drink
sleeping in an urban doorway discarded by society
forgotten by all
under mud and worse filth his person stripped away
there was never any difference between you and him
I know why the dead will rise
in another version of this world
this form is only an image
wrapped in the illusion
reformed
standing erect beyond a seemingly unknowable void
form from formless
an idea punctuated by bones and blood skin and spirit
we may be immortal like some say but
if we never remember that summer of our first kiss
backup drives fail
personalities drift away with the coming tide
like so much flotsam
goddamn this place we suffered so
goddamn what we struggled to build
goddamn this garden
goddamn this love
goddamn me for knowing so
ignorant we take our place among the content
happy to listen to our gurus and priesthood
every day defined for us
somewhere some when on some very distant shore the universes first intelligent insect wonders when the sun will die out
it found out the flame died out long
long ago
with new fire from veins hewn to carve gold from stone for the gods
insects will outlive us all
every personality
every memory
every carved coin and stone
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 Post subject: I titled this poem The Center
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The Center

deathless in formless vibration knowing
light circling the center-most state observing
moments stream to movements connecting downstream
connecting moments weaver
resurrection of the image incarnate breathes again
ascension body of light
accumulate
expanded vibration spinning circling the dense creature
blueprint of Adamic blue veins and fate lines carved in palms
still and silent before creation polarity looms so far above
watching events weave center-most of expansion
examining the clay form singing and suffering
cosmic light invocation
the gods notice and stoop through wavelengths a certain novelty
bored in distant pagan heavenly orbs see as the gold diggers arrive
lace the atmosphere with your magicks
storms of brotherly enemies
particle beams bursting
an eye within an eye in yet another eye divine monadic connection
the spark of animus in the laboratory
source field solar laser light patterns emerging
hail the Hashmonger's warship nameless light deflecting exotoxic damnation
imprinted hearts unfolding former life forms new world born
starseed voyagers descend they are homeward bound
miss me said Terra-Earth
future selves now allowed to foretell
novice sisters and brothers long ago
victory in future knowing
suspended disbelief eyes watch devastation
the sun our beloved Sol rolls up the spider's web
electromagnetic pulses growing stronger
kundalini serpent shifts
whalesong carries prophecy to further shores
the center of the wheel unknowable form ever watching
warning message goes unheard
doom unheeded
rise navigator
you are the one you have been waiting for


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 Post subject: Re: poems
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Thanks for this Rick for the feeling itself evoked. I love your style and the depth of what you capture for the imagination to see. I really appreciate that.

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 Post subject: "winglessly"
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"winglessly"

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I miss the ocean
so I don't let myself miss the ocean
I let myself miss you
in a long dark night never having seen the beautiful sunset
such a long night
the curtains will be closed at sunrise
and I will be sleeping soundly
I can't control what I dream about most nights
sometimes it's of you
we hold hands as the waves break at our feet
we fly
in dreams we fly
winglessly through the clouds overlooking city lights at night
you are always there in presence just before I drift away
I go out into nature and watch the birds
I go to a lake I know of nearby
but it is not the sea
to me
the sea
is more sacred
even though I know it isn't really true
the creator is already everywhere at once
even in nowhere
but the ocean waves calm the ever stirring beast in me
the misty air fills my lungs with an air more pure
so you see how it must be that the sea is a more sacred place for me
even though I know it isn't true
I don't let myself miss it because remembering it too much
a sigh leaves me unattended
longing seems all I know how to do right anymore
longing for tomorrow
longing for yesterday
even now my thoughts stray to when I finish this poem
I hope you will read
my head is never empty
so I fill it with you
a wind rises over the hill
making me remember the source of creation
the inception of us all
surely the wind must have some intelligence behind it
to punctuate my thoughts so perfectly
even though I know it was just heat from the sun
simple wind over the hill
I am dressed in this body
I am wrapped in this vessel
but this is not me
I was always light
as we all will be
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 Post subject: Re: poems
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Did you know I had a tumblr?

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 Post subject: RuinUs, Ruinous
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Ruinous

RuinUs

as the world chips away at our armor
I never wanted to construct a shield between me and you
so here's what I do
again and again
I ruin us
it's ruinous
I have to ruin us
the more I love
the more I have to find a crack in your defenses
I knew you'd always love me
even the ghost of me
to the moon and back
and back to the moon again
when I was sure that we could love each other
I'd have to ruin us
so ruinous
unbearable
her light was so bright
yellow white
burst into the room
I had to turn away
chasing a kiss
turned away
when you found me
and what you found
broken pieces all over the ground
the lullaby of you
so sweet so mad so simple
so impossible
a spark ignites in the center of me
I'd have to snuff out
inspiring
charming
magnanimous
I can't stay proud
because the day will come
to ruin us
ruinous, ruinous
so I love you behind curtains that hide away the light
I tell myself anything but this
the vanity, the glamor, the fantasy
again and again, I ruin us
the tears will come again
the spark had to go somewhere in me
so I push it down to that place inside that seems most distant
unbearable
you knew her name
she's still innocent in a way that's indefinable
she even loves you
it's something I may never understand
I can't pretend
so ruin us
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 Post subject: Until The End
PostPosted: Tue Mar 17, 2015 12:35 am 
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Until The End

she was the first to shine a new kind of light
on the ground
she will be my last
time is a wheel
in it's center
I've always loved her
and I will until the end
we were lost on the ground
grinding rocks
falling down
until she arrived
now is the time we remember
so I'm special
so what
so is she
anther her
another me
forgetful in my other time
intuitively I knew
they both knew
how could we lose our way for so very long
forgetting
now that I know
I will love her until the end
of time
prophecies of doom
cloud our air
easy enough for some to forget
a shadow fallows me
perhaps so I forget again
I can do no other thing
to love her
until the end
and when the end never comes
love will endure
lonely before I knew
keeping secrets that grew
she is honest to a fault
even my half truths shrink
hiding fingers like a love note
shy away
she comes closer
it's funny how some days seem to end too soon
others seem to linger on
thinking of her at dawn
a love so simple
it didn't need complicated verse
until
the end


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 Post subject: Re: poems
PostPosted: Wed Mar 25, 2015 7:50 am 
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Hello Rick,

I really like your poetry. It has the ambience of the Wingmakers poetry in a way. That uncommon light drifting through our awareness.
Poetry for the higher mind. You are a master at it!

Thanks so much. I love it.

Keep writing,
Cheers.


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Is source intelligence never sad?
Even in our rage, within our cage?
Is the silence within us, our very soul so indifferent?
Life is eternally sad
Reject your former beliefs
But believe Source bleeds when you bleed
Sorrow, loss, loneliness are all felt by whatever it is that animates us all
Fleshlings trapped in awareness
pain from birth
pain of living
pain Ov death
Life is pain
if Source Intelligence can't feel pain with us
there remains no meaning
only the pain
only the suffering
only the judgement
only the torment of disintegration
only the suffering before death and sent to living again
we are free
in certain ways
but we are not free of this terrible horrible pain
I am condemned to life
I suffer in this prison of Earthly flesh
Teeth, bones, veins
terrible pains and horrid shame
Now is the time the impossible manifests
tomorrow ye shall suffer worse than yesterday
Goddess-God_Source is experiencing life through our eyes
She/he must be a masochists
life was pain
Life was a dagger thrust through my entire life
What
God
Is
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 Post subject: Re: poems
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sirryah wrote:
Hello Rick,

I really like your poetry. It has the ambience of the Wingmakers poetry in a way. That uncommon light drifting through our awareness.
Poetry for the higher mind. You are a master at it!

Thanks so much. I love it.

Keep writing,
Cheers.

Thanks. I only do what I know. Real as it gets, yo.


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 Post subject: Re: poems
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Wow Rick sounds pretty rough. What God is this? Sounds just like Anu (HMS). You articulated very well just how belief in the HMS is, thank you for that. It is painful as well as what its like when going through the process of becoming aware again of being the Sovereign Integral there is so much bull to get through and so many shattered illusions. It's probably why so few choose to do it. Just my 2 cents bro.

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